Sleep Deprivation At Its Finest.

i want to stop worrying about this.
i wish i didn’t care this much.
sometimes, i even wish i didn’t care at all.
i feel it’d make things a lot easier.
not having to wonder or wait to see if you’ll ever come back to me.
why do i still feel attached to you?
why can’t i stop hoping you will return?
i know you don’t feel the same way about me
but i can’t help it.
loved you then, loved you now, just like i always will.

:/